Are you tired of being a passenger in your own life? Do you eat snack food for dinner? Are you easily satisfied by cheap thrills? Are you content or just complacent? Do you spy on your neighbors? Do planned social events make you sad or angry? Are you easily defeated? Do you feel stuck? Are you carrying around death cards of your brothers and cousins? Are you a sinner? Are you self-conscious when you’re not carrying things? Do you say sorry to compensate for your shortcomings? Do you miss places that don’t exist? Do you want to do big things but don’t know where or how to start? Do you have a job? Can you say “no”? Do you stay sad for weeks? Do you think you’re falling through the cracks? Do you go out drinking one day a week to feel young and end up feeling empty? Do things get you down? Do you literally run away from things you don’t like? Do you like waiting on lines? Do you go out into the rain without an umbrella? Do you have a middle name? Do you ask questions to know the answer or to fill space? Do you fear silence? Do nice things make you sad because they can’t possibly last forever? Are you scared to die? Do you think money makes everyone blue? Do you think things are ever going to change? Do you collect shells, rocks or flowers? Do you need other people to tell you you’re beautiful? Do you sleep more than you need to just to avoid the day? Do you like to take long walks? Do you feel bright lights? Are you always late for things? Do you tell jokes with an even temper? Do you purposely neglect people? Do you like being alone? Do you do the same things and expect different results? Does being idle make you anxious? Do you get obsessed with things?
Me too.
nancyosterberg
